All at Sea－Claire的部落格

Close the application of MSN

Switch off my cellphones

Cut all of my connections to the outside world

That's the typical me,

the way I cope with every polarized emotion.

My friends,

disappearance is the sign of your spoil of me.

It natures every part of me you enjoy and expect.

I appreciate your endurance of this irrationality,

for you know clearly,

I feed on my blank of exsitence,

breathe in the freedom of the unlimited.

Every vanish just brings myself to a truer me,

which never means the abandonment of you and me.

Everytime I return to you,

I promise you,

my leaping heart.

What you may never know,

my dear,

is all of a sudden I realized,

the pain has never been gotten over.

remember every bite of ecstacy and grief with you,

which I thought time and distance can help me blow them away.

Memories with you

turned out only in burial of the darkest shade.

Without the spotlight,

the gush of blood can only be more flowing in silelnce,

going unnoticed.

But I never feel the wound,

I would tell you,

since the bleeding can only beautify that past.

Only,

my smile at everyone of you

tweaks the bruise and tear open the cut...

I'm all at sea
Where no-one can bother me
Forgot my roots
If only for a day
Just me and my thoughts sailing far away

Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea

I'm all at sea
Where no-one can bother me
I sleep by myself
I drink on my own
Don't speak to nobody
I gave away my phone

Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea

Now I need you more than ever, I need you more than ever, now
You don't need it every day
But sometimes don't you just crave
To disappear within your mind
You never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me
We will spend it all at sea

Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea